UMnu. Qiu obekekileyo, sapho oluthandekayo: Molo emva kwemini!
NdinguXu SAN Sister waseKampf. Umxholo wentetho yam namhlanje uthi, “Inkqubela phambili yeMihla, ukukhula okuya phezulu”.
Okokuqala, kuliwonga ukuba yinxalenye yentsapho yakwaTenter. Ukuqala kwam ukujoyina uTente, ndaziva ngathi wonke umntu osebenza naye apha unokuqhuba ngamandla. Kuvandlakanyo lwenyanga lwentanda-bulumko, iqabane ngalinye elincinane elikhoyo labelane ngokubona, ukuva, ukuva, nokukhanyiselwa. Ngokuzibandakanya neqela lokufunda, umfundi ngamnye osencwadini uyonwabela ivumba elimnandi leencwadi. Ndimangaliswe kakhulu kukuba iZhangpu nayo ineshishini elibalaseleyo lendalo. Ndathatha inxaxheba ngokukhutheleyo kuyo, kwaye imihla ngemihla ngokuthe ngcembe ndafunda indlela yokusebenzisa undoqo wefilosofi ukukhokela umsebenzi nobomi bam.
Ndisebenza kwindawo yoshishino kwisikhululo samazwe ngamazwe, isikhululo samazwe ngamazwe yonke imihla kuya kubakho iintlobo ngeentlobo zemibuzo, abantu basemzini nabo baneengxaki ezahlukeneyo, ekuqaleni xa bejamelene neengxaki, ndihlala ndibonakalisa isimo sengqondo esibi. Ngokomzekelo, ekuqaleni kukaFebruwari, umthengi waseNdiya wandixelela ukuba bafuna iisampuli, kodwa ixesha lalinzima kakhulu kwaye kwafuneka babambe umboniso oza kubanjelwa eIndiya ngoMatshi 12. Ngelo xesha, kwakukho iintsuku ezingama-35 kuphela zokubamba umboniso. Ngaba uyazi ukuba zingaphi iintsuku ezithathiweyo ukuba inqanawa idande elwandle isuka kwizibuko laseXiamen isiya kwizibuko laseIndiya? Ukongeza, kuthatha iintsuku ezi-4 ukusuka kwichweba laseIndiya ukuya kwindawo yokugcina umthengi, ngoko ixesha elipheleleyo liyientsuku ezingama-34, oku kuthetha ukuba sinosuku olu-1 kuphela lokuvelisa kunye nokuthunyelwa. Oku akunakwenzeka ngokupheleleyo, ndandikhungathekile kakhulu, ndicinga ukuba lo myalelo awunakwenziwa, ngoko ke ndaxela imeko kuMzalwan' uWu, ngelo xesha umzalwana uWu wandinika uhlalutyo, wathi: wonke umthengi uneengxaki ezahlukeneyo, okokuqala, akufanele sinikezele ngokulula, kufuneka senze kukusebenza nzima kwaye sizame ukumnceda ukusombulula ingxaki. Ngoko ke, siqhekeza ukucinga okuqhelekileyo, sinciphisa ixesha lokuvelisa ngokusebenzisa iisampuli zeholo yomboniso kunye nokulungiswa, kwaye sicebisa ukunciphisa ixesha lokuthutha imveliso ngomoya. Umthengi uvakalelwa ngokwenene ukuba sizama ukumnceda ukuba asombulule ingxaki, siphumelele ukuthembela komthengi, kwaye iodolo yagqitywa ngolonwabo. Kamva, ngentsebenziswano emandla yoogxa bethu kumasebe ahlukeneyo, siye sagqiba ukuziswa komyalelo njengoko bekucwangcisiwe.
Inkqubo yentengiselwano yalo myalelo indenze ndaziva nzulu, kwaye ndashwankathela kwaye ndicamngca ngayo. Ukuba bendilele phantsi kwaye andizange ndiyilwele, kwaye ndingenzi nayiphi na imizamo, ngoko lo mthengi wayeya kulahlekelwa. Kamva, xa ndifunda ekuseni, ndabona umxholo wophuculo ezintandathu, musa ukuba iingxaki ngokweemvakalelo, kwaye uhlawule akukho ngaphantsi kwe umzamo nabani na, ngeli xesha, Ndaqonda ngokunzulu intsingiselo yayo. Ndicinga ukuba kukho ingxaki kwixesha elizayo, ndicela ungazikhuphi iimvakalelo ezimbi, ndicela ungazikhathazi emoyeni, qala uzibuze ukuba usebenze nzima ungenzanga nto, usebenze nzima na ukuzihambisa. Ukuba ndinokwenza yonke into ngesimo sengqondo sokuhlawula umgudu omkhulu njengaye nawuphi na omnye umntu, ndikholelwa ukuba iingxaki ezininzi ziya kusonjululwa, imiyalelo yam iya kuba ngakumbi nangakumbi, kwaye ubomi bam buya kuba bushelelezi ngakumbi.
Njengesizukulwana esincinci sabasebenzi, sigcwele amandla, sineplastikhi eyomeleleyo, kufuneka sisebenzise isimo sengqondo esifanelekileyo ukuze sifunde kwabangaphambili, ukufezekisa ukukhula okufanayo kunye nenkampani, ikamva, ndingathanda ukusebenzisana nawe ukuze uqhubele phambili, uqhube phambili, udale ikamva elingcono lentsapho enkulu yeTeng!
Ngentla ngumxholo wentetho yam, enkosi!
Ixesha lokuposa: Jul-07-2023
