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Umyeni wam ufike kuqala kunam enkampanini, injongo yakhe yokuqala kukuba kufutshane nekhaya, ahoye abantu abadala kunye nabantwana bosapho.Kukwayilonto ebesoloko endicenga ukuba ndibuye ndingafuni ukohlulwa kusapho.Ekuqaleni, intliziyo yam yayingavumi yaye imathidala, yaye sasixambulisana rhoqo ngalo msebenzi.Umsebenzi wam wokugqibela wawukumzi-mveliso oseXiamen, apho ndasebenza iminyaka esibhozo.Mingaphi iminyaka umntu anokuba nayo ebomini bakhe?Ubutsha bam, iinkumbulo zam, kule 8 years, besele ndiwuthanda lo msebenzi kwaye ndineminyaka eyi-8.Emehlweni osapho lwam lo msebenzi unzima kakhulu, kuba kufuneka ndivuke ngentsimbi yesine ekuseni yonke imihla, xa wonke umntu esalele, sele ndizinikele emsebenzini.Nangona uxakeke kakhulu kwaye unzima, kodwa ugcwele.Ngenxa yokuzingisa nesimo sengqondo sam sokusebenza ngenkuthalo, ndanyuselwa ekubeni ngumqeshwa nje oqhelekileyo ndaba ngumphathi kwisithuba esingaphantsi kweminyaka emithathu.

Kwade kwafika usuku lwesithandathu kuNyaka omtsha ngo-2018, utata wemka engxamile, kodwa andizange ndikwazi ukubuya ndiyokumbona okokugqibela.Ukuza kuthi ga ngoku, intliziyo yam igcwele ukuzisola nokuzisola, kwaye ukuhamba kukatata kundenza kubenzima ukumkhulula.Ukutyhubela iminyaka, ngenxa yomsebenzi wam, andizange ndihambe nabakhulileyo nabantwana, ndingazange ndinyamekele intsapho yam, kuquka umyeni wam, endandingafane ndimkhathalele.Ndandisemncinci ndingenangqondo, ndaziva ndonwabile, ndayiqonda ngoku inyani ethi "unyana ufuna ukukhulisa umzali akekho".Emva kokucingisisa, ndafumana umoya opholileyo, ndavalelisa kumzi-mveliso wokuqala kunye nomsebenzi owawundikhapha iminyaka eyi-8, kwaye ndabeka unyawo kwindlela eya ekhaya kumyeni wam nabantwana.Wafika eTenter, wadibana nomntu wonke.Ndicinga ukuba ndibe nethamsanqa.Kwakuyintsikelelo ngokufihlakeleyo.Yonke ilahleko ibuya ngenye indlela.Kaloku apha ndidibene nabantu abashushu.

Umsebenzi wangaphambili uyadika ngokwenene, njengomatshini kumgca wokuhlanganisa, uphinda umsebenzi ofanayo yonke imihla, emva kwexesha lomsebenzi kukutya nokulala.Ukubuya kwam okokuqala, ndavakalelwa kukuba umzi-mveliso ufanele ube yinto efanayo, ngaphandle kwamaphupha nalindelo.Ndathi ndisawuqala umsebenzi wam, ndaxakwa, ndingento yanto, ndake ndacinga ngokuncama.Ukuqala kwethu ukumbona uJane, ndacinga ukuba kwakungelula ukuvana naye, yaye kwakungasekho nto imbi.Kamva, xa weza kusixhasa, emva kokuba sivana, ndacinga ukuba uJane wayengudade omncinane onobubele nonobubele.Emva kokwazi uYang wam, uye wandiphathela iyeza ngokwakhe kwaye wandixelela ngokweenkcukacha ukuba mandilithathe njani.Kwakhona ngesi siganeko mandiqonde ukuba awukwazi ukugweba ngokuthe ngqo umphumo wemvakalelo yakho enembile, kodwa kufuneka uqonde nzulu ngaphambi kokuba unike impendulo.Emva kwexesha lokuziqhelanisa, nangona ingumzi-mveliso, kodwa imvakalelo yeTeng Te yahluke ngokupheleleyo.Oogxa abakwindibano yocweyo, nokuba bakwisebe okanye akunjalo, abacacanga ncam, banomdla kakhulu kwaye baluncedo, kwaye bandinike uncedo olukhulu emsebenzini nasebomini, ukuze ndikwazi ukukhawuleza ndingene kolu sapho lukhulu.

Andizange ndiyicinge into yokuba ngenye imini ndingaze ndibambene ngezandla nomyeni wam sidlale eqongeni ndinxibe iimpahla ezihambelanayo.La mava apeyintwe umbala owahluke ngokupheleleyo kwikhondo lobomi bethu.Intlanganiso yonyaka yi-crystallization yomsebenzi onzima womntu wonke, inkqubo ukusuka ekuqaleni, uqeqesho ngokuphindaphindiweyo, ukuhlaziya okuneenkcukacha, ukuze ndizive ngokupheleleyo iinjongo zenkampani, ndizive amandla eqela.Okwesihlandlo sokuqala, ndothuswa ngokunzulu kumanyano lwabalingane bam.Ngexesha elinzima xa intlanganiso yonyaka yayiza kuqalisa, kwaqhambuka ubhubhani, yaye inkoliso yabo ndandisebenza nabo yayinguYang, ngoko sacinga ukuba intlanganiso yonyaka yayifanele irhoxiswe.Nangona kunjalo, uQiu wayesoloko esikhokelela ekubeni siphumelele ubunzima ngezenzo zakhe kunye nokunyamezela, ehamba phambili ekudaniseni nasekunikezeni iintetho.Nokuba ilizwi lilahlekile kwaye umkhuhlane uphezulu, asinakurhoxa.Ngenkokeli enjalo, sikhuthazwa ngakumbi ukuba siqhubele phambili.Esi sidlo sibonwayo safikelela esiphelweni esiyimpumelelo phantsi kokuzingisa okuqhelekileyo kunye nemizamo yabo bonke.

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