“Intliziyo Esulungekileyo Ibona Inyaniso”

Abagwebi abahlonelwayo, malungu entsapho abathandekayo, mva kwemini nonke!NdinguZhang Xuemeng osuka eChaoyueba.Namhlanje, ndilapha ukuza kuveza umxholo wentetho yam - 'Intliziyo Esulungekileyo Ibona Inyaniso', ndibethelela ondoqo wokuba nenyaniso ebomini.

Andinakuba nezakhono zokubhala ezikhethekileyo, kodwa ndijonge ukwabelana ngelona bali liyinyani lamava am nani nonke.Ndiyazibuza ukuba mangaphi amalungu osapho lwakwaTengte akwisizukulwana sasemva kweminyaka engama-90?Ngaba unokuqikelela umvuzo womsebenzi wakho wokuqala?Ngaba umntu unokuthelekelela ukuba ndifumene malini kumsebenzi wam wokuqala ngenyanga?Xa ndandineminyaka eli-18 ubudala, ndangena emsebenzini ndaza ndaqalisa ukufunda ukulungisa iimoto phantsi kolwalathiso lukamalume, owaba ngumcebisi wam wokuqala emsebenzini.Okubangela umdla kukuba, omnye wabalingane bam ohleli phakathi kwenu ukwangu 'mntakwethu' omncinci - nguXiao Ye.Ngelixa ndisebenza kunye noXiao Ye, ndiye ndadibana nemiceli mngeni yobugcisa.Umcebisi wam wayedla ngokuthi kum, ‘Xa ujongene nobunzima, musa ukoyika.Ukuba uyoyika uze uhlehle, nguwe oza kulahlekelwa.'Nangona ndachitha iminyaka emibini kulo msebenzi, ekugqibeleni andizange ndikwazi ukuzingisa.Ndandivakalelwa kukuba ndandisenza owona msebenzi umdaka nodinisayo, ndinyamezele ukunxunguphala kwabathengi mihla le.Ke, ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndijonge amanye amathuba ehlabathini.Noko ke, into endayifumanayo yayingootitshala kulo lonke ixesha, isifundo ngasinye sindifundisa into entsha.Sekunjalo, phezu kwazo nje iimvavanyo ezininzi ebomini, ndabugqala ubomi njengothando lwam lokuqala.

Kulo lonke olu hambo, andizange ndiyeke.Ngaphambi kokuba ndijoyine uTengte, bendikhe ndasebenza kwiindima ezahlukeneyo - iindawo zokwakha, njengomphathi wenkampani, kwimigca yemveliso ebukhali, kunye nokuqhuba iifolokhwe.Ukuba abanye bangayenza, nam ndingayenza, kwaye ukuba abanako, bendifuna ukuyicela umngeni.Ixesha lahamba ngokukhawuleza.Ndijoyine iTengte ngo-Agasti kulo nyaka uphelileyo, kwaye kwiinyanga ezimbalwa, izakuba ngunyaka ukusukela ngoko.Ndafaka isicelo sokuqeqeshelwa ukugudisa isinyithi.Yayilucelomngeni olutsha ngokupheleleyo nobuchule endingazange ndabufumana ngaphambili.Ngosuku lwam lokuqala emsebenzini, ndibona amagcisa asebenza ngocoselelo kwimveliso nganye, umphathi womzi-mveliso wandicacisela iinkalo ezibalulekileyo zokulungiswa kwemveliso, iimfuneko zobugcisa, namanyathelo okhuseleko kum.Ngelo xesha, ndacinga, ‘Oku akubonakali kunzima kangako.Ngumbandela nje wokuba nezandla, akunjalo?'Kodwa xa ndaqalisa ukusebenza, ndaqonda ukuba nangona umsebenzi wawubonakala ulula, kwakunzima gqitha ukuwufeza.Apha, ngokwenene ndifuna ukuvakalisa umbulelo wam kumphathi wefektri yethu yamaqhawe kunye nabo bonke abacebisi kwisebe lokupholisha.Baye bandiguqula ukusuka kwi-novice ukuba ngumntu okwazi ukuzimela ngokuzimeleyo ukusetyenzwa kwezakhelo zesipili.Le nkqubela ndiyifumana kwisikhokelo saba bacebisi kunye nenkuthazo evela kwiinkokeli zethu.
Ngo-Epreli kulo nyaka, ngelixa usebenza kwi-square tube brushed steel stainless mirror frame, kukho into engahambanga kakuhle kwelinye lezigaba, okubangele ukuphinda kusebenze ngokuqhubekayo.Ngokunyaniseka, yawutshabalalisa ngokupheleleyo umoya wam.Ngokuhlwa, ndaya kumphathi womzi-mveliso ndaza ndathi, ‘Andifuni kusebenza ixesha elongezelelekileyo ngobu busuku.Ndifuna ukuphumla.Ukuphinda kuhlaziywe kwanamhlanje kuwuhluthe kwaphela umoya wam.'Ngoko nangoko umphathi womzi-mveliso wandivumela ukuba ndihambe ngaphandle kokulibazisa.Wandula ke wathetha into ethile kum: 'Ukuyekelela ingqondo yakho kukuvumela ukuba wamkele yonke into.'Ukuva la mazwi ngoko nangoko kwayifudumeza intliziyo yam.Ngelo xesha, ndaziva ndihlaziyekile.Xa ndandicinga ngexesha endandingenzi nto ngalo, ndazibuza, 'Yintoni endenza ndiqhubeke nalo msebenzi?'Ngoku, ndiyaqonda ukuba lulawulo olunobuntu eTengte, ukufunda okufanayo kunye nenkxaso phakathi kwabalingane, kunye nolawulo olunenyameko nguMlawuli uQiu.Ukuqukumbela intetho yalo nyaka, ndiboleka ibinzana kuKazuo Inamori: 'Isitshixo sempumelelo sisengqondweni yakho.Kuphela ngokuhlengahlengisa indlela ocinga ngayo ukuze ukwazi ukukhulula amandla akho aphezulu!'

Yiloo nto kuphela endifanele ukwabelana ngayo.Ndiyanibulela nonke ngokumamela.